It's our first christmas without you tomorrow mucka.. it's just been difficult to feel christmassy with you not around.. I know tomorrow will be tough and wherever you are and whatever you're doing is going to be something towards Christmas.. whether its opening daft gifts like car air fresheners or slippers 5 sizes too small.. or watching others open the great gifts you fetched throughout the year.. I'm worried mums going to pile your dinner onto mine and double it up.. if you catch us wobbling home.. you know why.. We miss you like crazy man.. All our love Xx